I didnt have many visitors except my hubby Daniel from 6-8pm. It was hard to be alone but I felt guilty for them being there because I didnt feel good and slept. My headache is killing me. The dilaudid made it worse and I still could barely keep any food down. They had me on round the clock doses of Oxycodone, oxycontin, tylenol, aspirin (blood clots), docusate (stool softener), iron pills, and regalin (nausea). The only thing I could keep down was plain toast which the dining service burnt half the time. It's funny, I wanted to be off the pain pump, but in order to do that, I needed to keep the meds and food down. Which was not going well. When Daniel & Bean visited I could hardly visit. Being nauseous and having this massive headache. I couldn't keep awake and I made them keep quiet with the lights off. I felt so bad for them not being able to visit. Another night of wicked bad sleep.
This is me trying to eat and keep it down. With no luck of course. Oh look its my daughter's snowman :D
Oh jeeze this is me most likely asleep and definitely in so much pain. This is how I spent most of the time there with a towel over my eyes.
My poor hubby being bored while I sleep. I feel so bad for him to have to sit thru this but I thank him so much for being there. He was so tired.
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